The Word of the Day: Disgusting

I'm probably one of the emo-est kids around nowadays. Besides roaming around for a good spot to study together with cynthia, I've also been roaming around the net, surfing for fun cameras that produces special effects - ah yes, running away. Imma full time escapist so exciting. I'm a coward, it's disgusting.

I'm so disgusted with everything to the extent that I just wanna die - not a very good escape route, but we shall just make do with whatever that presents themselves infront of us, afterall, beggars can't be choosers right? I've been reading PnP and it's so ironic that I can fall in love with something so corny in today's term, especially the part when Darcy and Elizabeth cleared the air and started being slightly lovey-dovey. I was totally in-to it man. Like what Ms Thiang says "it's so romantic, it's digusting" It's not really advisable to read PnP and Othello in the same day either, Othello gets my heart pumping very very fast, like how I feel before a rugby game starts and it simply makes me feel like murdering people. 2 contrasting emotions, can drive you mad, especially when you have a slightly eccentric friend who went into a trance when we saw tay pinghui.

I got to know of polaroid instant cameras only when i heard the news of them halting the production of their instant films which immediately made me felt like hell. But I've found a new substitute for it (thanks to jayjay). And effing $115 for the cam, and $1.30/film. 70c may not make much of a significant difference in a few pictures, but when i'm talking about few stacks of photo, i'm talking about a significant deficit in my bank account there. Just right there.

People are pretty insensitive. Stop thinking that being in a JC is a big fuck.

I've been feeling a little apathetic after that fateful day. I wonder if am I in a state of denial or what.

I want my Blackbird Fly Holga Camera. Wuahahaha. Speaking of which, my Holga 120GCFN is here. Awesome. I wanna take pics of so many things. You know what, perhaps I should adopt the perspective of my art teacher. Quit everything and be a florist. Haha. Eh, wait. She has a DEGREE in NTU, I have a o level cert from pingyi (WHERE IS THAT OMG!?)